Oct 12, 2010

The Beautiful Truth. My Story.

I have had a few people ask me what The Beautiful Truth is, and I thought it might be time to fill some of you in. Basically, I believe that God has put an exciting dream on my heart over the last few months, and I am excited to see what comes of it in the future. Right now, it's a dream. It's a mind full of ideas. I know that I haven't spoken much of my testimony on my blog, but in my first-second year of college, I began to develop a mild eating disorder. It started out with an obsession with working out, and lead to an obsessive counting of calories and watching every bite I took. There's so much to it, and I would be more than willing to share it with you if you want to hear. That's actually something I am passionate about and is why I am in youth work. I want to work with girls struggling with eating disorders, and be a motivational speaker to girls that just struggle with feeling beautiful. So I am love being able to share what God has done in my life and how he took an huge boulder, and broke it down over time. God is beautiful. And he has made each and every one of us beautiful. Inside and out. One night I was laying awake in bed while Jason was fast asleep. I remember wondering why I still had to struggle with self-esteem issues even though I eat great, exercise regularly, and have overcome my struggle with the eating disorder. I desired to have a group of people that I could talk with at least on a monthly basis, and be reminded that I am not alone in this battle. This is where The Beautiful Truth was born. God has given us so much truth in His word, yet we are bombarted on a daily basis by the world of what we are suppose to look like. Being on a christian campus doesn't make this struggle go away either. So I felt that there was a need to create a small group atmosphere that gives girls the support they need in order to grow in their confidence and faith in Jesus Christ. I have learned that I am growing in my faith, I am beginning to see more and more how beautiful I am, and how God made me PERFECT in his image. How cool is that!? Not only do I want something like this to form on the CBC campus. But I also want to spread the word to churches, youth groups, small groups, and other colleges and universities. There is such a need to have something available for girls that may not be deep in an eating disorder, but definately struggle with their inner and outer beauty. That is The Beautiful Truth. Eventually I would love to present it in a way that public schools will allow me to speak to their girls about true inner beauty. I was just talking about this with one of my profs today and how there is such a great way I can do this obviously without speaking openly about my faith (or else I won't be able to reach the public schools) but also showing these girls that there is truth, and hope that they can have! This, is my dream. We will see where God takes it:) Welp there you go! I was totally vulnerable there and sharing with you one of my greatest dreams! It's funny how we can do this online now days...

Would love some feedback, whether it's people I can network with that may have something like this already, or if you have any ideas to add:) Feedback is always a great thing!

Britt

5 comments:

  1. WOW Brit! After reading this, I am sitting here in tears for a couple of reasons..At first, it was because of the struggle you were going through,I'm sorry.But next, tears of JOY that you are overcoming this disorder,and NOT by yourself...but with God!For you to open up,and live out your dream is amazing to me! I admire you for that...and Thank God for you.I pray God would use this blog to reach more people than you could imagine! Love ya!

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  2. Britt,

    My beauiful sister, I also have come out of an eating disorder and understand you so well. My dream is also to help people find Jesus Christ as the true answer to heal their mind of this opression. I know how this opression can put us in a dark prison and it feels that there is no way out. Only Jesus can free us from this prison. I know I tried every thing and nothing worked UNTIL I gave my life over to Christ. It was a step by step, one day at a time, turning it over to the Lord. I am healed but it is a fact that I cannot live a minute without Jesus by my side. I also have a passion to help people find the real truth in Jesus Christ so they can find healing, truth and most of all know they are loved by the Father. Love ya sister!! Holly

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  3. I have had the awesome privialge of growing up with an incredible dad that always told me how beautiful i was, but i still struggled with self esteem my whole young teenage life and onto adulthood. As i have chatted with other women I think this is something we have to continually work on and give to God.
    My heart is for the girls of our city which is why i began working in the youth program at Northview as well. Your dream to reach the public schools is amazing, the challenges for those girls has become more intense over the years with media and Hollywood. I pray that God would open doors for you to reach the young women of abbotsford.
    Thank you for following God's leading.
    God Bless

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  4. I am learning that we all have to recievce it, walk in it, and meditate on it that is the only way it will become apart of us and push out the bad that is that we are already good enough for God and each other and made in the image of Christ. We can hear the message over a million time but until we choose to take it and deposit it into our hearts and belief system and walk it out it will only be just words. We have to take it as truth and not go on how we feel about it. I hope this makes sense. Too many wait until the feel good before they believe. The good feeling will follow after.

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  5. My dad told me that I was beautiful. It brought me suicidal tendencies and depression, because he was a pedophile. My mom said that I was a heartbreaker. It was confusing to me why I had the potential to be a homebreaker. Beauty became an obsession to help me avoid all ugliness in life and to help me obtain an identity.

    After meeting Christ, I put rose coloured glasses on. After growing in Christ, I know that I can have a hope and a future loving my beautiful creator. You have a lot of work ahead of you. May the Holy Spirit lead you in your endeavors.
    Love and prayers,

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